Ang Lihim ng Buhay ni Marco (Adik Sa Pagpapa-Chupa)

Ikinalulungkot ko pong ipabatid sainyo na yumao na ang ating manunulat na si Marco, ganap na 1:52AM Manila time, ngayong July 28, 2023, sa sakit na chronic myeloid leukemia (CML). Hindi niya po naikuwento, pero ang sakit n'yang ito ay nagsimula pa noong nasa 9 years old pa lang siya, ngunit naipagamot siya ng kanyang mga magulang sa US noon at inakala naming nawala na ito. Ako po ay kaibigan niya na nandito nakatira sa Australia, at isa sa mga masuwerteng napasama sa kanyang mga kwento. Opo, isa rin ako sa mga masuwerteng nakatikim ng kanyang titi at tamod. Hiningi ko sa kanya ang access sa blog na ito noong nakaraang buwan. Ayaw niya sanang ibigay sa akin, pero nangako akong igagalang at rerespetuhin ko siya kahit mawala na siya dahil sa malaki ang utang na loob ko sa kanyang mga magulang. Pinaalam ko sa kanya na ibabalik ko ang mga kuwento sa blog na ito nang unti-unti at ipa-publish ko rin ang mga nasa drafts niya na hindi ko pa nabibilang kung ilan. Sana po ay ipagdasal natin a...

I did not disclose this on my last post, but the reason I have been depressed is that I had a relapse of my leukemia, and this time the chemotherapy doesn't work anymore. My oncologists have doubts as well on relief from bone marrow transplant since I am on the end stage now, so I am just letting God's will on me. There's no regrets since I believe I lived my life to the fullest. Being nearly 50 means as well that I have experienced most there is life has to offer. I was planning on disclosing to my family, especially my wife, my sexual perversion, but the psychiatrist I worked with the past few months said there will be no real benefits to either my family nor myself should I do that. I am too weak to do anything as of now: even just mere republishing the stories in this blog, or even just writing this post so I had to use voice typing here, are just too taxing for me. At this point I really have no plan on what to do with the blog or the stories here. That's just abou...